My court papers came yesterday, I broke down.
every time life starts going good that one err in judgement comes back to laugh in my face.
This will be the second time where I am trying to get pregnant or might already be when I go to court. The stress from that fact is killing me. I am positive the stress from last time is why I did not end up pregnant. My saving grace is I will have my best friend Angie with me so I can have a bit of stability. I really do just want this to be over so that it will leave me be once and for all.
I'm going to be learning how to cook with a slow cooker! My uncle wants to pay me to cook his meals. Since we couldn't find our cook books I went out yesterday and bought a new one it has 205 recipes for the slow cooker. I am looking forward to cooking some of the dishes in the book.
I will let you know how that turns out when I update after trying some recipes.
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Monday, October 7, 2013
my life since then
it's been a while since I posted there has been a heap of things going on in my life since the last time I posted.
My brother and his common law wife have had another baby he's a beautiful boy named Damien he was born in July a day after his big sister Byanka's birthday. My big sister is currently pregnant with her second child and there is drama over that. My bff's little sister Jessie who is like a sister to me got married in July it was a wonderful wedding and she was gorgeous!
I ended up having to start taking medication to try and correct my pcos. I have not given up on being a mother but before that can happen my health has to improve my outer health looks fine but the inner health cannot be seen. I get a little annoyed when people talk to me as if they know my body better than me. If I say there's something wrong with my inner health trust me on the matter. If all goes well by the new year I should hopefully be with child as well , I wasn't too fond of the thought of being pregnant at the same time as my big sister though. Being my first pregnancy I do not want to share it with someone in my inner family circle, it's my time to shine I do not want to share the spot light selfish ya but that's just me.
Court with my ex still hasn't happened, Eric and I also didn't last actually that's not so surprising to me. I am not the type of person who could happily stay with an alcoholic partner. My sister in laws uncle Dean died recently and that added more family drama but I will not get into that it was an ugly event.
that's all for my update for now I leave you with this song I love no matter what language it's in xD
Original Korean
English
English Lyrics
Chinese
My brother and his common law wife have had another baby he's a beautiful boy named Damien he was born in July a day after his big sister Byanka's birthday. My big sister is currently pregnant with her second child and there is drama over that. My bff's little sister Jessie who is like a sister to me got married in July it was a wonderful wedding and she was gorgeous!
I ended up having to start taking medication to try and correct my pcos. I have not given up on being a mother but before that can happen my health has to improve my outer health looks fine but the inner health cannot be seen. I get a little annoyed when people talk to me as if they know my body better than me. If I say there's something wrong with my inner health trust me on the matter. If all goes well by the new year I should hopefully be with child as well , I wasn't too fond of the thought of being pregnant at the same time as my big sister though. Being my first pregnancy I do not want to share it with someone in my inner family circle, it's my time to shine I do not want to share the spot light selfish ya but that's just me.
Court with my ex still hasn't happened, Eric and I also didn't last actually that's not so surprising to me. I am not the type of person who could happily stay with an alcoholic partner. My sister in laws uncle Dean died recently and that added more family drama but I will not get into that it was an ugly event.
that's all for my update for now I leave you with this song I love no matter what language it's in xD
Original Korean
English
English Lyrics
Chinese
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