someone told me the people we see in dreams are mixes of people we have met in life, and yet I still think to myself that is impossible! why are there such good looking men in my dreams.
for a long while now I have been having so many dreams I would love to get a better understanding of they say our dreams generally tell us thinga we either need or want to know.
for a while I was having dreams involving a guy I am not even really interested in and even in my dream I found he was creepy.
I fell in love in my dream as well that guy was amazing he was everything I could hope for perfectly imperfect he seemed cold outwardly but the warmth in his hand alone was enough that I still felt it 2 days after I had the dream.
I thought waiting before getting involved with someone would be good because I don't want to hurt someone needlessly when I walk down the path I've chosen.
sometimes I'm glad to be single other times I wish I had someone special to spend time with but I am enjoying my life regardless how poor I might be or anything else I am happy just to be alive being born was a blessing even if I had to go through hell just to be here saying I'm me and I'm proud to be me! I know there will be a day I will share time with someone else who is also truly happy to be by my side as an equal regardless of myu background or the money I don't have in my pocket.
Monday, May 16, 2011
random
it's been a long time since I last wrote,
there are probably many things I could have shared here many different times and yet instead I kept all those things inside.
not that long ago I was walking down the street and passed by someone I knew they were on the other side of the street I recognized them right away the person however had no idea who I was we passed each other by and I did not call out to them nor glance back we passed each other by neither of us missing the other not ccaring about the others existance as a matter of fact I made sure to walk faster in the opposite direction they were going in.
I never want to give someone else the power over my life, at the moment my sister ruined many of my chances because the moment I get a job I have a huge debt I have to pay and it drives me made when I think about this fact I tried to do something good for my nephew and she took advantage and ruined my credit.
I have alot ion my mind these days but I never know where one thing ends and another begins it's like everything melds together.
I miss some friends and have been avoiding other ones after a visiting one friend at their home for the first time I have been avoiding them to the point I wont even shop where I know they work unless it's the weekend coz I know they don't work on the weekends.
currently listening to
there are probably many things I could have shared here many different times and yet instead I kept all those things inside.
not that long ago I was walking down the street and passed by someone I knew they were on the other side of the street I recognized them right away the person however had no idea who I was we passed each other by and I did not call out to them nor glance back we passed each other by neither of us missing the other not ccaring about the others existance as a matter of fact I made sure to walk faster in the opposite direction they were going in.
I never want to give someone else the power over my life, at the moment my sister ruined many of my chances because the moment I get a job I have a huge debt I have to pay and it drives me made when I think about this fact I tried to do something good for my nephew and she took advantage and ruined my credit.
I have alot ion my mind these days but I never know where one thing ends and another begins it's like everything melds together.
I miss some friends and have been avoiding other ones after a visiting one friend at their home for the first time I have been avoiding them to the point I wont even shop where I know they work unless it's the weekend coz I know they don't work on the weekends.
currently listening to
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