changes

I love this Ozzy song

times are changing but staying the same.

I have taken a chance to get ahead in life to work towards going to Malaysia.
People tell me Iam foolish and stupid putting my trust in a man I have never met.
"Why go to a place where you know no one a place where you have no one just because you believe you are in love with someone you met online" it is because I love him I want to be there and be with him to live a life away from my laptop or pc screen or long distance calls(not that they bother me).
I am starting school in hotel reception tomorrow morning, I figured it was a good thing to get a diploma in if I was going to go to a different country working in a hotel seems like a good idea.

I do not know what to expect taking the course , I do not know even what I am hoping for other then accomplishing my goal of getting that diploma in 6 months.
hoping to have something to use when I leave my country for his.
I wanted to leave here no matter what it doesn't even matter where I go or whom for/with.

I just gave up my food for my month and every thing else so I can attend the school I will be getting by mainly on water for the month of september and maybe bread.
it will be a tight and tough month but I know I will pull through I will eat whatever I can get from my parents of coarse.

everything done is for a better tomorrow someday even if it takes a yeqr of misery I am sure one day those beak days will be majority sunshine filled days.