dreams and men

someone told me the people we see in dreams are mixes of people we have met in life, and yet I still think to myself that is impossible! why are there such good looking men in my dreams.

for a long while now I have been having so many dreams I would love to get a better understanding of they say our dreams generally tell us thinga we either need or want to know.

for a while I was having dreams involving a guy I am not even really interested in and even in my dream I found he was creepy.

I fell in love in my dream as well that guy was amazing he was everything I could hope for perfectly imperfect he seemed cold outwardly but the warmth in his hand alone was enough that I still felt it 2 days after I had the dream.

I thought waiting before getting involved with someone would be good because I don't want to hurt someone needlessly when I walk down the path I've chosen.

sometimes I'm glad to be single other times I wish I had someone special to spend time with but I am enjoying my life regardless how poor I might be or anything else I am happy just to be alive being born was a blessing even if I had to go through hell just to be here saying I'm me and I'm proud to be me! I know there will be a day I will share time with someone else who is also truly happy to be by my side as an equal regardless of myu background or the money I don't have in my pocket.