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it's been a long time since I last wrote,

there are probably many things I could have shared here many different times and yet instead I kept all those things inside.

not that long ago I was walking down the street and passed by someone I knew they were on the other side of the street I recognized them right away the person however had no idea who I was we passed each other by and I did not call out to them nor glance back we passed each other by neither of us missing the other not ccaring about the others existance as a matter of fact I made sure to walk faster in the opposite direction they were going in.

I never want to give someone else the power over my life, at the moment my sister ruined many of my chances because the moment I get a job I have a huge debt I have to pay and it drives me made when I think about this fact I tried to do something good for my nephew and she took advantage and ruined my credit.

I have alot ion my mind these days but I never know where one thing ends and another begins it's like everything melds together.

I miss some friends and have been avoiding other ones after a visiting one friend at their home for the first time I have been avoiding them to the point I wont even shop where I know they work unless it's the weekend coz I know they don't work on the weekends.

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