one of those days?

is today one of those days?
Maybe it is one of them earlier today I would have denied it saying today has been a great day.
When did my attitude change along with my mood?
I don't feel happy I feel miserable all of a sudden and yet I don't, I feel like I just want to cry.

Maybe I am being sensitive I don't know but a spot in my heart hurts and my eyes want to let out the built up mist in them.

I'm tired now I woke late and I napped taking my day as easy as possible enjoying my freedom.
I want to sleep and not wake til half my day has been wasted, but then I feel like a am a lazy no gooder.
I have learnt so much about myself and yet I have so much more to learn , life is a gamble so I have to roll my dice.
I have a cold I am not dying or feeling uncomfortable by it, I just sound sick and different. I have been treating the cold with healthy foods ,water,tea soup and naps.

I dont have much to say just needed to write a little to let the words slide out onto paper of some sort.

I may have made people worry since I left in a manner very much not like me, my stomach hurts now I feel kinda guilty.

This song meant alot to me when I first heard it in the 10th grade or so back when I was a fan of "suicide" techno music.