lil sis

I am sitting here crying knowing my little sister is crying
her heart is breaking and all she wants is her mother
and all her mother wants?
to be in a hotel room where she is getting intoxicated and having sex
meanwhile her daughter wants to kill herself
I hate the bastard who seems to never know when how to treat my baby sister like the precious jewel she is.
I am trying to stay calm but I feel like I am breaking in a thousand pieces I really do not know what to do.
my heart's racing my tears as my tears race down my face at an amazing speed I cannot hold this flood of pain and fear back.
I have tried to get her to come to me or let me come to her but I have been rejected I do not know where she lives so I cannot go to her regardless of where she is.
She wants her mother and without her she just might commit suicide and here I will be sitting trying to stop my shaking and tears wondering how to help my sister when all she wants is her mother who isn't there for her.
I feel useless and pathetic I can't help her and she doesn't want my help I am not a good enough sister to her that she needs me.

I pray she will find the right road to walk on and find hapiness like no other