for who and what am I here?

alright school is coming to an end for the time being until I decide to return to finish my ECE diploma.

I have learnt alot the past 6 months about myself and others but mainly about myself.

I work hard but half the time I am not sure what I am working hard for, what is it I want to accomplish ? what am I trying to prove and to whom?

do I want to prove to others they are not wrong for believing in me ?
or do I want to prove to others they were wrong for not believing in me?
am I trying to prove something to myself?
or maybe to everyone who knows me I really don't know.

Am I trying to find a purpose in everything I have done til now?
everything happens for a reason but what are my reasons?
Pride love hope stubborness and insecurity

I can't tell if I am doing things for the better of life or doing things for all the wrong reasons because I think the over all outcome will bring me closer to happiness.

everything I do is either because I am unhappy or because I am searching for a deeper happiness.


my video choice for this blog I love this song from her