damn it all
I dont care anymore
I hate today
it's funny really
I am never home
but there's always something to nag me about
I go home sleep eat bath
I practically only sleep and wake at home
my mind is in turmoil these days
I have a question to ask
but I can't say it
no matter what I ca't ask it
I can't even say it here
because I can't risk it being seen
I fell in love so easily
and now I want to fall out of it
i need to fall out of love
recently I am fearing
fearing the pain of being pushed aside
I am scared I will be rejected
told I am not loved in the way I love
it wouldn't surprise me that much though
our greatest fears have ways of coming true
fearing failure often causes failure at some point
so I must remove the things that are feared
I scared of my love for him
so I must retract it and love myself with it
love myself enough for two
so no matter how long I am alone
the tears will no longer fall
I will not be lonely
having unequal love from someone I want to hold
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