it happened

it was bound to happen
my biggest fear
my biggest insecurity
has come true
I really need to move on
try to love someone new
there are so many men out there
but I am stuck on one
I will move on though
at least he's still my bestfriend
even though it's hard
I don't want to give up
so I probably wont
but I will let go
I'll move on
I'll try to start anew
I felt like my heart had been crushed momentarily
and then I started to think
of the guys I could turn to
I felt kinda low
wanting to escape
by seeking warm arms
theres still one guy on my mind
I know I could use his warmth
he would offer it to me as long as I needed it
but I dont want to be a bad person
I don't want to be that type of girl
that guy is also one of my bestfriends
but he is a father of two
I dont want to walk that road
we barely have anything in common
I just want the warmth I know waits in his arms
the comfort I know he will give
no strings attached
no sex
just skinship comfort for a brokenheart