what I want

what do I want?

I want people to grow up

I want them to stop acting like children

I would also like to be taken seriously

I don't want to feel like I am not good enough I spent most of my life long into my adulthood feeling unworthy of thing because I felt as though I wasn't good enough I want to get rid of that feeling forever.

I dont want people feeling sorry for me I can do that well enough on my own and I don't want to feel sorry for myself because I have come along way in life and done more things than I believed I would or could.

I want to place my self value higher than others because I should always be my number one without myself I am nothing to no one because I would cease to exist I must care for myself first so I can be there when others need me.

I want to believe my dreams can and will come true even if they don't happen when I wish they will.

I don't want to ask people if I matter to them, I want to know I am special and unreplaceable to them.

I want to know I am the only one who can walk in my shoes.

I want to do something spontaneous and crazy

I want to do something I would never do something I would be too shy to do (like go up to someone I dont know and tell them how hot I think they are lol)

I want to leave an impression on everyone I meet (a good impression would be great)

I want to be my own hero as well as that of someone else.

I want to live each day as though I were dying and it was my last