dedications to him

hmmm these are things I wrote to or when thinking of the most special guy in my life.





Confession

take this confession in your hands
and do with it what you will
bend it, break it, cherish it
if you so desire

take these words
these words of emotion
of restraint disbelief and passion

store them away
for further reference
throw them away
for they are naught but a disturbance
poke and prod them for deeper meaning
shove them away in haste
stomp over them in impatience
acknowledge my words
accept their sentiments
or burn and bury them away

this is my confession
my desire to be known
these are my feelings
my heart has made you a home
and these words seek residence
inside the walls you built
around your heart and soul
I beg for the chance
to warm you when you are cold
hold you when you are lonely
to make you my one and only
I pray for the same
but I know
I'm strong enough to walk away
if you wish to throw me away

this is my confession
I await what you have to say

Our song

if I could walk next to you
talk with you on the phone
if I could hold you close
and call you my own

how happy would I be
how free would I feel
how happy would I be
if I had you loving me

if I could be your everything
would I still feel this pain
would I be saved
if I could love you
the way I want to

oh can you catch me when I fall
can I be your all
oh will you hold me close
oh and never let me go

how happy can I be
how free can I feel
how happy would I be
if your love for me was real

I'll catch you when you fall
you know Ill give my all
Oh how happy can we be
If I loved you
and you loved me

you make me feel happy

you know you're something special
I just want you to know
the way you warm my heart
and lift my soul
whenever your around
im as happy as can be
baby since i met you
I feel so free

you think Im something special
a one of a kind
baby I think your amazing
and you're always on my mind

every where I go
I take you with me
i just have to think about you
and I'm happy

your words are like hugs
they wrap around me
and when I hear you laughing
my heart skips a beat

I never thought this would happen
I really couldnt see
just what kind of effect
you would have on me

To my love

my biggest desire
I had never even known
but when I met you
I knew I would never be alone

you gave me love
when times were rough
you gave me kindness
when I was about to break
you were so honest
you healed my mistrust
you gave me self worth
when I felt I wasn't good enough

you are my angel
who helped me through the dark
you are the man
who healed my brokenheart
you are the one
who loved me as I am
the only one who never judged me
scolding me for the bad I've done
you make me happy to be me
with you I feel I will always be accepted
I know I will always be respected
I love you with all I am
and thats something I never expected


Hearts

what good is a heart
I once asked this
and now I know
without this heart
where would my love for you go

why did I only think of him
who was I trying to kid
my number one is me
that's the way it's suppose to be

have I always felt this much
was my heart too cold to touch
when I was in so much pain
I refused to love again
so why do I love you so much

how did you warm this heart
what words did you use
to ease a heart so abused
to mend my broken heart with ease
my love for you brings me to my knees
I am thankful I have you in my life
my love for you has brought me such delight
with you in my life I know I'll be alright

my heart brought you to me
your heart set me free


Is this destiny

am I here because of you
do you wonder about this too
are you here for me
is this destiny

do we belong together
can we have a happily ever after
can we spend our days together
holding on to each other

I see you in my dreams
you are always on my mind
I just want to freeze time
I want to make you mine

life has never felt so right
the way it does when I'm with you
I know I can make it through the hard times
because I can turn to you
I hope you know I will always be here for you too

I should add more but thats all for now folks don't wanna swell his head with how loved he is lol