It hurts

This song and video always make me cry



for those who do not know FYL = Fuck Your Life

Life hurts that is a fact.

What about life hurts?

Well.... how about EVERYTHING!

You meet someone you like ...they have someone special...they hate you..you are not their type FYL it hurts.

You really dig the person you are with you are head over heels in love with them.... someone important in your life disaproves FYL that hurts.
They break up with you FYL the worlds coming to its end you hurt so bad.

You have a bestfriend and the guy you like likes her...=.=" story of my teenage life it hurt.

All the fights and misunderstandings we have on a daily basis with the people we are in contact with be it in person or on the internet those hurt.

Missing the people you love it also hurts so bad sometimes it's a wonder we don't die from the sense of loss and pain.

Living life in a world we don't understand, in a place we hate with people who take us for granted, missing the ones we love longing to be with them.

Life hurts , Love hurts and most of all People hurt.

Regardless of all the good intentions we may have we hurt people on a regular basis, be it because we are clueless, selfish, unexperienced, sheltered in the ways of the world and love or a hundred other things we all cause un necessary pain and half the time it is directed towards someone whom does not deserve such pain or someone whom we truely care for.

I tend to live by the ways of being cruel to be kind but I am never cruel to be brutal, There is a line I dare not cross when dealing with people.
I have always believed in telling a person what they need to hear not what they want to hear, however... I know there is only so much truth a person can handle I have no wish to be a person who breaks someone with my honesty, if they want to commit suicide to someones harsh tongue it will not be mine.

Friendships can cause a person the most pain in thier lives.

Have you ever been betrayeed by a close friend?

The pain can be so unbearable I can recall so many times when those I considered bestfriend accused me of betraying them and in turn betrayed me, those people hurt me more then any others had managed.

When you give your trust you give a part of your heart that cannot be regiven once you lose faith once your trust in someone has faultered it can never go back to 100% even if we like to delude ourselves and say thats not true look deep into the very core of yourself and ask "HAVE I EVER FULLY TRUSTED AND NEVER DOUBTED SOMEONE AFTER THEY BETRAYED ME?" I am sure 98.9 percent of you will say you have doubted and never fully trusted then others will be split between those in denial and those whom may have strength beyond belief and forgive no matter what and give no matter what how ever I think it's rare to find someone who can give a full 100% of trust to someone after they have been betrayed them unless they are those of strong holy faith aka nun or priest.

Just the thought that someone may have betrayed you cuts like a knife through butter the only thing iit that knife is piercing your heart.

Broken Promises we all have a treasure trove of those in our closets, from childhood we have broken promises stashed away in our little promise boxes.

The promise that had scarred me the most when my heart was broken the most from a broken promise was when I was 8 or 9 years old during christmas holidays. I was so sure my father was coming to pick me up from my mothers but he never came I waited all night and cried for 3 full days and more so afterwards when my big sister came home and told me all about her fun time at our grandparents with our father. I believe that was the first time my heart had ever been seriously broken and to this day that pain is still there.

When I was dating my ex he broke all his promises to me and I remember thinking so much about it that I even dreamt about breaking the most serious promise I ever made him. I figureed if he could break all his I could break the only one I made that he valued. I realized that was the wrong road to travel because I was also breaking a promise I made to so many others if I broke it. At that time I came to the conclusion others will break my heart and let me down, they will break promises and not stay true to their words, Even as they do I will remain a good friend no matter how hard it is and how much it hurts I will never break my promises or revoke my word unless there is absolutely no choice.

It's hard to be a good friend because there will be times you will be hurt, times you will be angry and want to hurt them in return or you hurt because they are hurt.

There are times you support people even when you are against the things they are doing because that is what a good friend does, but sometimes you will be conflicted during those times because other parties maybe involved and you may feel your balance has faded.

Sometimes we waant to be good friends but we cannot figure out how to , our own morales get in the way our values and beliefs sometimes get in the way of us being good friends.

I know someone who wants to be a good friend to 2 people but she cannot accept the situation going on between her two friends and so she has decided to not talk to the one whom she feels has done wrong due to the fact she does not know how to be the persons friend without hurting that person.

Sometimes trying to be a friend hurts more then having a friend and losing them because you care so much about the person fear hurting them so much its like losing them but having them close at hand all the time, a constant reminder of the failure you are as a friend due to the fact you cannot solve the conflict in your heart.

Everyone feels like a failure in something but in reality it is not that they are failures it's just that they haven't taken the time to know not only themselves but the other person involved, we all hold the answers we seek we just don't always dig deep enough to uncover the answers but they are there waiting to be found.

I have a few friends who have always come to me for advice asking me how I know things so well and the likes telling me I know so much and all. I have a friend named Meera aka Mia she would always come to me for answers claiming I knew them all that I was so smart that she could never get the answers to things. I would always tell her the answers are there inside you that is how I got all mine I worked through all my heartaches and looked deep inside myself.

Experience is the best teacher learn from your pain.

This bunny is done writing for now before I go off topic and write a whole book of a blog as people I know that read this complain at the lengths of my blogs lol